Will reply properly at some point but a few random thoughts:
1) I said I wouldn't come today as I was so sick of wasting my time. I rarely enjoy the games. I did go and it was dire and miserable. The atmosphere was toxic.
2) the fans around me were rightly negative. But some were just annoying and tedious. Like when we did have a shot (if you can believe it!!) and it was blocked the guys behind said "we're so shit"... For the 100th time
3) it's sad really. I think this team isn't at the standard we need. But I think they're better than we're seeing. They seem devoid of confidence, spirit, belief, energy, motivation.
4) I can't believe this time last year, despite not getting a play off place, I had one of the best days of being a supporter for ages. Pure sunny day, packed ground, DY finally gone. All that positivity, the momentum, all gone it seems.
5) I think they sacked Noel Hunt too quickly and he deserved more time. I appreciate that's essyto say in hindsight
6) I think a grown up discussion needs to happen. Leam is a nice guy, he's tried but I don't think it's worked or will work. No personal ill feeling. Shake hands, all go out separate ways and that's it.
7) obvious to say but I sat there today. For 97 miserable minutes and saw nothing. No shots. Almost nothing resembling excitement. It was just the worst football I've seen for years.

I watch the premier league (yea yea I know it's totally different) but it's so odd to see surging runs up the pitch, passes through the defence, crosses whipped in, shots at goal. It just baffles me sometimes as I get conditioned at watching the Reading team and forget that football should be exciting
9) think back and even our wins were boring. Everytime - mostly anyway - I walked away just confused how we got 3 points. It was never convincing and it was never dominant.
10) the owners need to act. Our two options are below and neither are that good:
A) he goes and we're back to square one and it's a gamble who we get, who they sign, their style, fan connection etc
B) we keep Leam. The rot and miserable atmosphere in the squad remains into the summer. Fans come back in smaller numbers and from the first game it just feels negative